A Lone Home

I could think of no more isolation
particularly when it is dealing
with relation
It is dangerous to think and spend
the precious time
without wife and friendSo many friends may be facing such
scene
uncertainty is feared and clearly seen
some unknown fear grips
the mind
nothing seems reasonable and kindThe day can be spent with
busy schedule
it is passing reasonably with the tune
it does not cause
any type of worry
you have no regret or reason to feel sorryEven few
minutes gap creates uneasy moments
the mind is preoccupied with some
movements
it is unable to decide what the real cause?
you heave a sigh
of relief when observe a pauseThe home had been made a hunting
ground
No reasonableness was seen or found
She was in such a raging
mood
no fine taste was experienced by me in foodShe had preferred to
stay at home
her decision was final and welcome
she had no other ideas
to implement
she stood for the bonds to cementIt was her choice and I
had to respect
she did it perfectly with improved act
I had no reason
to doubt her decision
it was taken with precisionShe may want full
attention on my entry
she preferred me to be on guard as sentry
I was
all for her comfort and happiness
in fact she was badly ridden with
lonelinessI could grasp it very late
she took the decision in
haste
she was no more for full time to serve
She was intellegent
enough to deserveShe did not take my advice lightly
her decision was
to be accepted rightly
it required some careful consideration
I had no
hitch to accept it with reservationI could guess later on why she was
startled?
how her mind ran differently and misled?
She had all the
qualities to excel
to confine at home was not at all going wellShe
proposed me to concur to her wish
I wanted it quietly to end and
finish
I did not reject out right or tried to forbid
but I begged for
little more time to concedeShe was in no mood to tolerate delay
she
wanted immediate answer for her way
I was bit puzzled and taken a
back
my suggestion was simple and very frankThe deserted look at home
proved worst fears
she was not to be seen or found anywhere near
she
had left behind kind note with "hello"
I leave it to your wisdom to
allowI could not sleep without her
she used to be almost there
she
used to respond to my long breath
she always consented and agreed
with